True storeyyyyyyy

me loves you

kan? kan? kan?

kau suka la kan?
kau mesti happy kan?
mesti hari-hari kau senyum dua belas inci kan?
mesti hari-hari kau bangun tido kau boleh mengeliat sampai jatuh katil kan?
mesti hari-hari tengok henfon sambil senyum sorang sorang kan? 
mesti hari-hari kau bersemangat nak pergi makan kan?
mesti hari- hari kau bersemangat nak belajar kat kelas kan?


oh! patutla kau asyik senyum je dari tadi. ingatkan gila.
oh! patutla kau ceria je hari-hari macam baru lepas datang bulan.
oh! patutla kau makan banyak hari ni. dah bape kali tambah nasik ni?
oh! patutla kau asyik topup je hari-hari. bergayut rupanya.
oh! muka kau ceria je kan? kau tak pernah ada masalah ke?

yes! aku ada masalah. kau laaaaaa.

u know my name, but you don't even know my story.

pergi berambus!

*tengah bercakap kat cermin bilik* 
-.-'

duapuluhenamjun

dah pukul 4.17 pagi.
tak bole tidur.
bersekengkang je dari siang.
malas merayau.
megi kari dan air masak peneman.
tadi duapuluhlimajun, bangun tengahari.
on laptop, on fesbuk. plan hari ni nak khatam belog best best.
sebelum tu bukak folder musik, klik lagu neyo. klik repeat current song.
jadahnye. selow je dengar.
menapak ke meja rumet, cari wayar speaker. sambung ke fon. haaaa. puas.
capai tuala. mandi. isi air dalam heater. sambil tunggu air masak, cari biskut. dapat sekeping. kenyang.
bosan dengan neyo, tukar lagu. dadali la pulak. ahh, silap lagu.
tukar. tukar.
klik rebecca black. ok, puas hati.
masak megi, tunggu kembang.
makan. kenyang. bekas biar atas meja. nanti basuh.
berahi tengok bantal. tidur.
pukul lima bangun. cek fon. kosong? ok.
tidur balik. pukul 7 bangun. mandi.
rebecca black tak habis lagi melalak. so nais -.-'
on fesbuk. kosong? ok.
jumpa belog best. khatam dari mula. nais.
bosan. bangun amek earfon. sambung ke laptop.
bukak fail movies. klik korean klik playful kiss.
bosan. tukar. klik japanese. klik ryusei no kizuna.
macam comel hero. klik gugel image. on fesbuk. tukar profile picture. tutup.
sambung layan muvi jepon.
dah pagi. menguap. klik shutdown.
tutup lampu. capai bantal.
lima minit, bangun bukak lampu.
on laptop, cari balik belog tadi.
jumpa belog best baru. khatam lagi.
esok jela tidur.

*aku memang takde life. kisah apa? 

Alhamdulillah.

im ok.

Tuesday 260411

yup. 

everything seemed to be fined today. class started at 8. supposed to be started at that time, but our lecturer was not around. she's in Bangi. so I opened my lappy and did online for few hours. 

and then for BMK's time, puan Norma came in and told us that today was the last class for BMK. Bob did asked her whether we have BMK in next sem and GOSH, the answer was YES!   

seriously, I do not have much heart in this subject because I think it is very challenging and .......

fine, enough laa. 

haa. this evening I'll accompany syu to JPJ to renew her license. 

yesterday was her 20th birthday. yup, we didn't celebrate it because yesterday also we had to fight in our TITAS's UAK. so, we think maybe we will postpone it to another free day/time. 

Aminah Syuhada@my rummie@my bestfren, if u are reading this. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!

it's a fact that u're older than me now!

buuuuuuu!

i heart u honey (:

nahhh. take this..

ang suka kek cekelat kan? aku tau! HAHA :D

my abah :')

abah, i know u wont read this. 

but if u do so, please keep in your heart that i love u so much! 

last night, 
i came back to my hometown after a month i stayed at that damned bored hostel 
because i've got so many works to do including my ass/ignments and those bulshit folios. 

haiyo.

i went to the kitchen and i saw a lot of durians. not so durians la. just the kulit and bijik. those things successfully made me cried. in fact, before going back to my house, i told my sayang that i do miss to have pulut durian cooked by my mom :( *so, after saw all the sad sad things, i meant those kulit and bijik. i just keep it to myself that i do want that pulut! yup, i really really want it! :( 

i asked my sister if there any pulut durian left for me but she told that they already finished it last night. so, my sister and me just having megi ayam for our dinner. 

but tonight something different came up out of sudden! jeng jeng jeng..

u know what? my abah just bought me pulut durian at the night market. 

just for me! yeayy :D

seriously, i dont have any idea where he knew that i want it. maybe my sister told him to buy for me because im just like a zombie craving for pulut durian.

so, abah...

i just want u to know that no matter what, I LOVE U.

not just because of pulut durian. but since long long ago. u always buy all the ridiculous things that i want!

abah, im proud to be your daughter. and i wish u will feel the same :')